Sex with old people (in my case, a 35 year old woman) is fucking disgusting. At best, 35-year old pussy is like an old, broken-in pair of shoes that you feel comfortable wearing. Woman that age have a certain stench to them. Whereas sometimes I just want to wrap 19-year old girls' legs around my face, I have to be extremely drunk to eat an older woman out. They have a grandmotherly quality to their skin - if you'd never seen a woman in her mid-thirties and was told that she was 18, you would assume that she had a skin disease. The strangest thing is that they don't KNOW they're sexually irrelevant. They still demand attention, like a an unwanted stepchild. They seem unable to recognize that your original feigned physical interest in them was inspired by boredom and pity. It's such an oddity that it's actually easier to obtain an orgasm by masturbating than by having sex. This must be what gay people feel like when they see women. I'm lucky I have a 22-year old backup girlfriend - it's just too bad that she's out of town and is afraid of Moscow.
I've thought to myself that if I'd started fucking her when we were both 21 or so, it would be sort of quaint - like walking into your grandmother's home and having tea versus walking into some random old person's home and having tea. You could take pride in her care-worn smile and the fact that you'd grown old together and hopefully had some children. The fact is that she's single and that age. Everyone gets old eventually and you aren't going to stop loving someone just because they are a little battered. I still get struck with this feeling of love whenever I see my ex, Marina, even though she looks kinda haggard after having two little boys. I think most women SHOULD have had two kids by 35. When they haven't - it's like they're mules.
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